T Dismissed, Trainee position open.

Goodbye Mr T

On Wednesday I dismissed T, my trainee. This was not due to any reason that I have already advanced. I had been, as you know, prepared to give the boi a chance to improve on Saturday night despite the misgivings of those around me. On Wednesday, though, on MSN he advanced a limit that I could not possibly accept, and I certainly do not think any other Master would have accepted either.

Basically he announced that he would not have sex with me because, as he put it, it would hurt Dror, my boyfriend. Now notwithstanding that Dror and I have slept with other people in the past, or that he has told me he gets off on the idea of me being with other people, I thought that using the emotions of someone he does not know and has not met as a shield for something within himself was a pretty unfair way of carrying on. It transpires that this is something that was done to him and, seemingly, he is projecting this experience onto other people.

As wanting to actually have sex with your Master is fairly central to this scene, although it can be dispensed with by some I guess, I could not carry on with him. Although he pleaded with me not to release him I was adamant, he also said he was prepared to ‘submit’ to this which, again, set the wrong tone: I want willing and enthusiastic participation not sullen and enforced actions. So, that is it. T is iff down washout lane.

Position open

So, that leaves the position open. I really only want one trainee at a time: I certainly cannot train two at a time (unless they are very good) as I need to devote a lot of time and attention to them. That is really the point: bois under me have always been properly trained, and will continue to be. So, applications welcome…

M